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[b]. a student in Cambridge, MA.

an amateur writer, photographer, and designer; a sleeper, a reader, a walker, a liver (not in the organ-sense).

loves: fruit, witty remarks, music, dwarf tulips, light sage green, and watching the sky.

can't survive without: water, sunshine, love, my family & friends.

Everything adds up for a morning of anxiety - all of the things I need to do and haven’t, the rattling of my roommates door from the wind that won’t stop, the feeling of heaviness that sits on my shoulders and chest, the feeling of guilt that by needing support I’m preventing S from doing what he needs to do most - his thesis.

There are beautiful yellow tulips on my desk that are drinking water like they’ve been in a desert, a beautiful blue sky with a few fluffy white clouds. I’m wearing a slate blue everlane t-shirt, my new favourite pants, and I still can’t convince myself to put on socks, pull on my boots, and face the world.

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